I thought me and her could be
Monday, March 30, 2009
poem
I thought me and her could be
Bertrand Schneider
Poems
“Nevermore”
I cry myself to sleep
Sinisterly you chuckle while I weep
Well nevermore, nevermore
Against the wall my head you bash
So daily I obtain a new gash
Well nevermore, nevermore
It’s only me who you beat
So to the snow covered substance I retreat
Well, nevermore, nevermore
Now your fate is destined to the end of my blade
Nevermore my nightmares you will raid
But the price is me imprisoned forever more forever more
“Can you hear”
Can you hear my heart
Beating softer every day that we’re apart
Can you hear my scream
Cause every night you die in a dream
Can you hear me cry
Because every night I drain my body dry
Well can you…?
“You Are”
Like honey you are sweet
You’re considered a treat
You got all girls beat
You are so funny
Cute as a bunny
With you I’m rich so I don’t need money
“Abortion”
You don’t even know his name
But still you kill him like game
Even though he’s tame
You put him to shame
He is your son
But you say what’s done is done
But you may well have shot him with a gun
“Afraid to love”
The feeling alone drives you insane
But when it’s over you do gain
You gain a whole new level of pain
So yes I am afraid
Because I am who love will degrade
In love you cannot trade
So love is really that scary
I just want to remove it from my vocabulary
But on the contrary
Love is spontaneous it may vary
“What’s wrong”
You ask me what’s wrong
I say it’s like a love song
I can’t just move along
It’s her that I miss
That medusa style kiss
Without her my life is in a an eternal abyss
That profound beauty
Which I have no immunity
To my life she provided positivity
Looking in her eyes
Time flies
Easily making my heartbeat rise
This is why I’m sad
But also why I’m mad
Because it’s not what I have it’s what I had
“Baby”
Me and my love
Thought our love wasn’t average but above
So then we had sex using no glove
Few weeks later her belly starts to grow
But that goes to show
She should’ve said no
Now I notice it burns when I pee
So I get tested, and I’m also positive for HIV
But it doesn’t only affect me
Because now the HIV has gone to the baby.
“Not an Object”
She is not an object
Something that you can subject
Doing this is something you will regret
She is supposed to be like a tree
So boundlessly free
And one day I hope she’ll branch out to me
“You are”
You are a star
That’s just who you are
So bright I only can glance from afar
It wouldn’t be right to call you just pretty
So if you be with me
I will put you on a pedestal for everyone to see
“Me and You”
I don’t know why
But when we say bye
I always want to cry
But when you come near
My heart gives a cheer
And through this long relationship we both will steer
So don’t fret my boo
I will always love you
And remember we are one not two
"Love"
Roses are red, Violets are blue
My whole life changed, since I met you
Since that day you've been stuck in my mind like glue
I need you because love takes 2
I think its a sign from up above
You fit like a glove
I picture you as my turtle dove
Oh my God I think I’m in love
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
Dis dnt have a name yet juss sumin i wrote 1 day
i feel like dying
giving up da ghost and stop tryin
she said she loved me buh wuz she lyin
like jordin said without you how am i supposed 2 breathe with no air
because when i looked around u weren't dere
dis iz juss too much for me to bear
i feel like waking up and dis being one nightmare
i still remember da feel of your hair
but it feels like you stabbed me in da heart
played wit it like a dart
before i couldnt picture me and you being apart
now that i think did you even love me from the start
you were my life
i wanted you to be my wife
for me dere wuz no one above ya
i even put you above my motha
now you left me and gone to get anotha