memories of a worthless teenage boy

I miss her i need her back. But she never loved me i hear. But i loved her wit all my heart just 4 it 2 b broken. Now i m sitting hear reminiscing ova memories of her. But dey will only b memories nothing more. Good and bad but still memories. Memories of a worthless teenage boy.

She broke up with me =(

I m heartbroken nd it hurts so badly cuz she broke up wit me. B 4 she came 2 me i wuz depressed den wen she came 2 me she brung happiness in my life but now she left so did the happiness now i feel like evry thing iz pointless. I m hurt nd if u see i seem different u kno y. But I only want 4 her happiness nd now i c da only way 4 her 2 b happy iz 4 me 2 b out of her life so all i want 2 do iz pleease her so I will b out of her life.

8th grade

8th grade was the best year in middle school for me i have progressed dramatically. I have made more friends but also gained a lil bit of enemies but overall i have accumulated more friends then enemies. But there iz one part of my 8th grade year that has changed me the most and i will forever remember, this part of my 8th grade year i call " Jaqi A.K.A. my heart."This part has changed me the most because i finally after treacherous and painful relationships i found the true meaning of love, I mean I have heard about it but I never knew it was so fantastic,hypnotising,painful, and stressful. I mean I am baffled at the extent of positive emotion that I am feeling but with that feeling comes doubt that you are recieving and if she really loves you but se la vi. But she is the best thing that has happened to me in this accursed life i am living. I truly believe that god loves me and has sent his most beautiful nicest hottest angel that he posseses. But the life of an 8th grader isn't all about love, i have been in 2 fights this year. I cannot really tell who is friend or foe anymore. All in all, 8th grade has had it's ups and downs but in the end you will survive and most will gain the maturity to proceed to the 9th grade, I for one have achieved that.