Tuesday, October 20, 2009
My Angel
Monday, October 19, 2009
Life
Failed efforts of hoping to fly
I thought i could really play pro ball
Useless efforts cause on my back i always fall
You'd think life would throw a dog a bone
So it wouldn't have to hear it wine and groan
To your equilibrium life can do things
When your elevated life can watch you fall by cutting of your wings
Cause the harder you will fall the higher you are
When you look down you see that the fall is far
But I owe it to life for showing me pain
No getting my hopes up high cause now i can refrain
Crumble
But tomorrow I see sorrow
You say in time wounds heal
But my time is frozen it seems so surreal
How can you tell me to smile
When my troubles continue to pile and pile
But things will never be the same
And there are a few to blame
So downwards I will keep tumbling
While before my eyes I watch my life crumbling
Dreams
And die having accomplished nothing
To leave an imprint on this Earth
To show there was meaning in their birth
But then they procrastinate
Before they know it their dead, it's too late
Some people say they will have fame and fortune
In the future dreams are lost because they don't want an abortion
A Teenage girl whose loose and wild
Her dreams are shattered because she has to support a child
Bright college student goes out for a drive
Family and friends, never again will they see him alive
Don't get me wrong goals are possible
But everybody can't get theirs that's just impossible
There may be days that are gray
And things might get in your way
Be wary you may get shamed
But your dreams are waiting to be claimed
Feel
I hear a bomb ticking in my brain
I feel like I'm about to bust
Because my emotions you turn to dust
I feel so empty inside
Because your tearing down my pride
I dream of dying
Waking up sweating and crying
You bring me into the dark
You're dragging me down like a shark
I've come so far from happy
Actually everyday I feel so crappy
The sun shines, and I dim
You've turned my life so grim
When I see you I feel rage
Because you perform for people like we're on stage
But you'll never cease to be a pest
Only six feet under will I have rest
Sandy "poem dedicated to my sis"
I miss how we used to chill with our bro
Time we spent together in Margate
Was so much beyond great
Coral springs is now where we stay
Where your brilliance currently radiates like a suns ray
Days spent with you I never regret
And I hope that's something you never forget
Change
It's like a picture in a frame
Frozen somewhere in time
Our friendship was a dime
Let me elaborate
Dime means top rate
Slow is your effort to talk to me
But when I try to talk it's all "let me be"
I miss the days we were tight
And our conversations didn't end in a fight
I feel that our friendship is regressing
Instead of progressing
Like that dirt on your shoulder you brush me off
Oh yeah I don't notice *cough cough*
We had a good run
But I ain't ready to say we done
I'm a good friend so I will try
To not let this relationship die
Yet
I wish you could see what I see
You are a star yet to be found
Thousands of people yet to profound
A flower yet to bloom
Or a bomb yet to boom
A bird yet to learn how to fly
Yet to know how to soar the sky
This is definite not a maybe
All you gotta do is shine baby
In a world
Where children grow up to sell crack cocaine
Where the kings dream has become a nightmare
Where brothers can shoot each other without a care
where fathers abuse ya
mothers refuse ya
where girls don't care about school
and only want to be used as a tool
where children are abandoned
homies left stranded
Where death goes in a spiral round and round
And amber alerts barely astound
So let people from every nation come and unite
so we can stand as a blinding light
So we can live in a future that's bright
where we can actually say everything's alright
Where men respect women
So their happiness never dimmens
Obama is right, it is time for a change
So lit's up to us to rearrange
Things arent looking good at this rate
So let's do something before it's too late
Hurt
The kind words I say to you are true
I know you're supposed to be treated kindly
Instead of being cheated on blindly
But don't give up on love
Baby just rise above
And I know I can't offer jewerly priceless to be sold
But Instead I can give you love purer than gold
Fall for me, and grab my hand
And I promise on sheets softer than clouds you will land
Notice me
And yet you still don't know my name
Notice me
No matter how hard I try
You leave me alone to cry
Why don't you notice me
I would do anything
If you would acknowledge me for something
please notice me
Its so aggrivating making me want to shout
Because I have finally figured out
You notice him so you wont notice me
Tears
Drip Drip, sadness all around
Drip Drip, my friends try to comfort me
Drip Drip, my sadness, I wish they could see
Drip Drip, about life I think
Drip Drip, now my tears can fill a sink
Drip Drip, when will I stop crying
Drip Drip, when will people stop prying
Drip Drip, no one can really understand
Drip Drip, so alone I must stand
Ms. Anonymous
but hurt
beautiful
but misunderstood
kind
but stomped on
You are caring
but you are nt cared enough for
You are giving
but people take to much from you
Dreams hope and Fate
"dreams dont always come true wishes are even less likely to come true but fate is bound to come true " Schneider Bertrand 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
poem
I thought me and her could be
Bertrand Schneider
Poems
“Nevermore”
I cry myself to sleep
Sinisterly you chuckle while I weep
Well nevermore, nevermore
Against the wall my head you bash
So daily I obtain a new gash
Well nevermore, nevermore
It’s only me who you beat
So to the snow covered substance I retreat
Well, nevermore, nevermore
Now your fate is destined to the end of my blade
Nevermore my nightmares you will raid
But the price is me imprisoned forever more forever more
“Can you hear”
Can you hear my heart
Beating softer every day that we’re apart
Can you hear my scream
Cause every night you die in a dream
Can you hear me cry
Because every night I drain my body dry
Well can you…?
“You Are”
Like honey you are sweet
You’re considered a treat
You got all girls beat
You are so funny
Cute as a bunny
With you I’m rich so I don’t need money
“Abortion”
You don’t even know his name
But still you kill him like game
Even though he’s tame
You put him to shame
He is your son
But you say what’s done is done
But you may well have shot him with a gun
“Afraid to love”
The feeling alone drives you insane
But when it’s over you do gain
You gain a whole new level of pain
So yes I am afraid
Because I am who love will degrade
In love you cannot trade
So love is really that scary
I just want to remove it from my vocabulary
But on the contrary
Love is spontaneous it may vary
“What’s wrong”
You ask me what’s wrong
I say it’s like a love song
I can’t just move along
It’s her that I miss
That medusa style kiss
Without her my life is in a an eternal abyss
That profound beauty
Which I have no immunity
To my life she provided positivity
Looking in her eyes
Time flies
Easily making my heartbeat rise
This is why I’m sad
But also why I’m mad
Because it’s not what I have it’s what I had
“Baby”
Me and my love
Thought our love wasn’t average but above
So then we had sex using no glove
Few weeks later her belly starts to grow
But that goes to show
She should’ve said no
Now I notice it burns when I pee
So I get tested, and I’m also positive for HIV
But it doesn’t only affect me
Because now the HIV has gone to the baby.
“Not an Object”
She is not an object
Something that you can subject
Doing this is something you will regret
She is supposed to be like a tree
So boundlessly free
And one day I hope she’ll branch out to me
“You are”
You are a star
That’s just who you are
So bright I only can glance from afar
It wouldn’t be right to call you just pretty
So if you be with me
I will put you on a pedestal for everyone to see
“Me and You”
I don’t know why
But when we say bye
I always want to cry
But when you come near
My heart gives a cheer
And through this long relationship we both will steer
So don’t fret my boo
I will always love you
And remember we are one not two
"Love"
Roses are red, Violets are blue
My whole life changed, since I met you
Since that day you've been stuck in my mind like glue
I need you because love takes 2
I think its a sign from up above
You fit like a glove
I picture you as my turtle dove
Oh my God I think I’m in love
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
Dis dnt have a name yet juss sumin i wrote 1 day
i feel like dying
giving up da ghost and stop tryin
she said she loved me buh wuz she lyin
like jordin said without you how am i supposed 2 breathe with no air
because when i looked around u weren't dere
dis iz juss too much for me to bear
i feel like waking up and dis being one nightmare
i still remember da feel of your hair
but it feels like you stabbed me in da heart
played wit it like a dart
before i couldnt picture me and you being apart
now that i think did you even love me from the start
you were my life
i wanted you to be my wife
for me dere wuz no one above ya
i even put you above my motha
now you left me and gone to get anotha
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Over
and you turned it into dust
You took the wrong path
now you do the math
lose my number, don't dare ever call
Do not ask me to hang at the mall
cry all you want I don't care care
because we are no longer considered a pair
we had a long run
but face it we are truly done
no more plans of you being my wife
so girl just get out of my life
Friday, January 30, 2009
Unbearable life
Monday, October 20, 2008
High school
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
memories of a worthless teenage boy
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
She broke up with me =(
Saturday, May 3, 2008
8th grade
Saturday, April 19, 2008
tips on what guys to do to appreciate girls more
1. put your arm around her or hold her hand, girls don't want you to just stand there like a stick stammering.
2. Ask her how was her day, girls like to know that you actually care about them.
3. Don't talk to much, girls hate it when guys talk 2 much and leave nothing for them to say and its just plain annoying.
4. Don't talk to little, girls will probably think you have a heavy conscience or they will think you don't like them any more.
5. when she looks at you with eyes of anticipation she wants you to kiss her just don't stand there and say " is there something on my face."
6. Tell her that you love her, girls love to hear how much you love them, but don't say it to much she'll think your creepy.
I will post another one but until then... (to be continued...)